February 19, 2010

sick

About 2 weeks ago we went to dinner with my mom and grandma to celebrate their birthdays, which are a week apart.

Today, after a trip to the ER on the 9th an admission on the 10th & a diagnosis of blood cancer on the 11th-she is on a breathing machine in ICU fighting sepsis multi organ failure. Things have gone down a slippery slope. Fast. They didn't give us a lot of hope today which evoked a whole lot of sick reality.

26 years ago in March my mom was 35 just like I am. With a 9 year old and a 5 year old just like I have. And her dad died. Papaw Frank. As the 9 year old, I remember it vividly. I'm not sure what my sister remembers. My other sister wasn't even here yet. That can't happen. She cannot miss the next 26 years.

I'm just sick over my mom beging sick- I'm sick for me and my dad and my sisters and my grandma. But mainly I'm sick, physically sick for my kids & my nephew who love their GiGI.

I know all of you are praying hard. But you have to pray harder. She has to get better.

11 comments:

Hautemama said...

I'm so sorry about your Mom. I've been praying for your family and will continue to do so.

Miss Wisabus said...

I cannot begin to imagine. Will continue to pray for you all.

Kelly said...

I am so sorry you and your family has to go through this. Will be sending everything I have...

Megan said...

Prayers coming your way...for healing and peace and answered prayer. Many blessings to you and your family!

stepifunny said...

Hugs and Love and Hope for you and your family.

Baloney said...

If there were something to say that would bring you comfort, I would say it. All I have is the fact that I'm thinking of you constantly and praying for your mom as well as the rest of you.

Anniebanannie said...

I'm so so so very sorry to hear all of this. Prayers are coming your way for you and your family.

Tammy said...

Praying for you and your momma!

sam {temptingmama} said...

I am so sorry. So very sorry. I wish there was something I could do.

You're all in my thoughts! XO

Marcy of The Glamorous Life said...

I am so sorry.
I have no words.

"Grief is the price we pay for true love"

Oh god.
Nothing good about any of this.
But I will keep praying for all of you.

Amanda said...

I just wanted to come over here and tell you that I am so sorry for your loss. I've been gone for a while, so I had no idea what was going on with your mom until I saw the tweet saying she was gone. My heart dropped for you. I really don't have many words, because there really aren't any. But I just want you to know that you and your entire family is in my prayers.

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